I'm way too worried about my metabolism going down and me getting fat. I need more exercise.

I need more seretonin.

Gosh I don't even know if I spelled that right I woke up way too early. 5:15 am. Just way too early. It was stupid.

I need less anxiety less worry.

My stomach probably hates me by now, I mean yeah, its too acidic too. And that brief throwing up issue I had did not help at all.

I look actually preetty good lying on my side o.O I can see muscle slowly replacing thattt fat :) and my hip, and my hipflexor is pretty prominent.
Woaahh, 10 pounds though too much, I think. -,-

I'm acting crazily. Haven't eaten all day, and don't plan to. Limitting my food to just protein powder mixed with water. I don't really care anymore. For the next three days I'm living off water, protein powder, and tea. (And vitamins :). But yeah..... Crazy, I know. But I need to do this, its either this or causing other pain. Which I'm not allowed to do, and its waaay too tempting.

Haha, tumblr isn't blocked at school xD
I like that

Am burnt.... Oops

F.M.L. I am

Alone.

Omg, I found the best tea ever in my cabinet, its like a clover tea but its a fasting tea. And it tastes excellent. I don't even put sugar or sweetener in it.
Yumm :)
*Yogi Fasting tea

Three day partial fast. Counting today. Fun.

I haven't been eating much. Don't like solid food. The thought of it squished up in my mouth is revolting. So I've been drinking tea and water and like one meal (soup usually) a day, and that's just when my boyfriend gives me food....

Is it bad if I WANT my nails to turn blue?