Am burnt.... Oops

F.M.L. I am

Alone.

Omg, I found the best tea ever in my cabinet, its like a clover tea but its a fasting tea. And it tastes excellent. I don't even put sugar or sweetener in it.
Yumm :)
*Yogi Fasting tea

Three day partial fast. Counting today. Fun.

I haven't been eating much. Don't like solid food. The thought of it squished up in my mouth is revolting. So I've been drinking tea and water and like one meal (soup usually) a day, and that's just when my boyfriend gives me food....

Is it bad if I WANT my nails to turn blue?

I am pissed so so pissed. O.m.g.
-carpet is disgusting, I want to destroy whoever invented it. Furking furk
-anxiety. Sucks.
-I weigh tooooo much. -.-
-im pissed
-im alone
-it hurts to breathe

Fml

It doesn't matter what I look like, it matters how I feel.

I just asked myself if I could have more pasta. What. The. Frick?
Delusional?

I don't get hungry anymore.... Like at all.

I don't think that's how it works, shouldn't I want to eat?

But I don't.... Its a good thing Ill never be on my own, because I'd probally forget to eat like, all the time....