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Friday, November 5, 2010
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Depress
I am.
elephant.
hear me roar.
Yeah. fatness. Earlier I attacked some candy and shoved it down my throat.
I should not have done that.
The calories= too painful to count.
Tomorrow will be better.
Pretty pretty
Her thighs ♥
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Ive Gone Crazy, Havent I?
This is me:
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This is how fat I feel:
[No offense to the girl...]
Fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat, fat. 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This is how fat I feel:
[No offense to the girl...]
Shrinking, Falling, is the Battle Won or Lost?
Another pound gone. That puts me at about 102 but my scale sucks so I dont know the EXACT measurement -.-
And Im losing a pound per day... but I still. feel. fat.
Im falling in,
Im falling in the dark hole.
Losing while wining.
Where will I end up?
Gone, gone forever?
or will I fall into the light?
Who knows... who cares.
Im falling in,
Im falling in the dark hole.
Losing while wining.
Where will I end up?
Gone, gone forever?
or will I fall into the light?
Who knows... who cares.
Food...
- Tea
- Dark Chocolate Peanutbutter cup= 66 cals. didnt eat all of it= 10 cal
- 1/2 stick of Cheese= 40 cals; 56 % fat =22.4 cal from fat
- Vitamins= 20 cal
- Tomato Soup= 100 cal, 20 from fat
- Gnocchi =240 cal, and carbs! agh
- Chocolate= 210
- TOTAL: 620 cal
Exercise...
Jogging, about an hour (its gonna bother me that I dont know -.-) : 325 calTotal... 295 cal
How many calories does your body burns/ need in a day?
Adult female: 655 + (4.3 x weight in lbs.) + (4.7 x height in inches) - (4.7 x age in years)
Me:
655 + (438.6) ) + (300.8) - (75.2) = 1319.2 cal
Pretty♥
Friday, October 29, 2010
DOWN.
So... I could be depressed again.
though I feel happy, I'm so entirely grateful for my boyfriend. He's perfect.
though I feel happy, I'm so entirely grateful for my boyfriend. He's perfect.
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OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE. NESS.
I feel an extreme need to get 100% in all of my classes. Thats the only good grade, any lower and Im just stupid.
Completely. STUPID.
Of course, maybe its the number, 100. That was my goal weight. But now, now I want 90. Because if I aim for 100, Ill reach it, then Ill stop and then Ill gain weight. Which I cant.
Gravity Rides Everything- Modest Mouse
Thursday, October 28, 2010
x-x
Crazy thing happened.
People like me. o.Owhat the hell is wrong with people? I mean really... DONT THEY HAVE EYES?!?! Yeah Im fat...
But yes, my ex. had sex. with someone... and I didnt care, thats so... awesomely weird hahahaa, I just feel bad for the girl, because ew. Who would want that?? Yeah...
anyways...
...Theres this band: Spoon
they're pretty awesome stuff. Much like Modest Mouse, which is pretty awesome stuff ♥
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
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