Shrinking, Falling, is the Battle Won or Lost?

Another pound gone. That puts me at about 102 but my scale sucks so I dont know the EXACT measurement -.-

And Im losing a pound per day... but I still. feel. fat.

Im falling in,
Im falling in the dark hole.
Losing while wining.
Where will I end up? 
Gone, gone forever?
or will I fall into the light?
Who knows... who cares.

Food...

•  Tea
• Dark Chocolate Peanutbutter cup= 66 cals. didnt eat all of it= 10 cal
• 1/2 stick of Cheese=  40 cals; 56 % fat =22.4 cal from fat
• Vitamins= 20 cal
•  Tomato Soup= 100 cal, 20 from fat
• Gnocchi =240 cal, and carbs! agh
• Chocolate= 210
• TOTAL:  620 cal

Exercise...

  Jogging, about an hour (its gonna bother me that I dont know -.-) : 325 cal

Total...                     295 cal
 

How many calories does your body burns/ need in a day?

Adult female: 655 + (4.3 x weight in lbs.) + (4.7 x height in inches) - (4.7 x age in years)

Me:

655 + (438.6) ) + (300.8) - (75.2) = 1319.2 cal

Pretty♥

Good and bad day. I feel sick though, it seems the more I eat, the more sick I feel. I am in better health without food. Such as right now, I feel so... horrible I think I might just fall asleep standing up even though Ive been sleeping enough...

food is poison.

Random Writings. Anything else anyone... Anyone wants [to a limit...] requestions please?

Thursday, March 26^th 2009: Day 1

A girl about five years old ran down the street, whimpering like a terrified beaten puppy. Her light blonde hair flowed out behind her, while a big, fat tear ran down her bright, red cheek from her frightened blue eyes. The little girl, Rose, was running away from what she thought was a monster, who had come out of her closet to eat her. What Rose did not know, was that there was actually a secret passage-way in her closet to the cellar. And the monster was actually a man, a very angry man.

But she didn’t figure that out for a while, and now was more important. Rose’s tears were blocking her vision, leaving her a blurry, distorted world. She wanted to stop so badly, so she could rest her weary legs, clear her eyes of tears, and take a good, long, deep breath. The only thing stopping her was fright; what if the monster was right behind her, or what if it catches up while she was resting? No, she could not rest, at least, not until she was somewhere safe. Was anywhere safe?

About to turn the corner, a shining light glared at Rose’s face, and instinctively she covered her eyes and froze. Almost in slow motion, the light came at her until something hit her. Sinking to the ground in pain, Rose curled up into a ball. It must be the monster, she thought. Except, somehow the monster was now stronger, like a  She felt herself fading into the night and suddenly her pain was gone and she relaxed into the dark.

 

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Candy Corn 105
Grapes 123
String Cheese 50
=278
Fitness= 329 


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Crazy by Gnarls Barkley

Halloween's Month Fourday

 ARGH, the death candy. So. Beautiful. I bought three bags of it at the store today -.- So stupid of me, but Ive been giving it to people... but still, I went to the store to buy gum. NOT. candy corn. I HAVE FAILLLLED. :(
Food:
2 Apple
Cheese
Salsa
Candy Corn.
=WAY TOO MUCH. Like, 600-700
Exercise
~500?

Today IS a failure. Im extremely pissed off and fat. 

:(

Tomorrow = nothing. Absolutely nothing.

Also, theres this awesome blog, Hyperboleandahalf that you should check out ♥ it contains what I never say outloud, truely imaginative. :)

Awh:\\
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c65QoG22j1Q

Triday

Today was very uneventful, I found out that the last Cross Country meet of the season is tomorrow and I can't run in it. 

That saddens me. 

GREATLY.

I mean really, the beginning of the  season I was doing excellent, and almost to the best group. And now Im stuck NOT RUNNING. Because. I. Am. INJURED.

:((

This makes me sad... I want to run...
&same thing:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iuy1GSYoOr8&feature=related 

Woman Cross Country: www.judolphins.com

♥♥
running = ♥

Male Cross Country: crosscountryrunner.net

Food:

Rice: 160 cal

Cheese: 120 cal

Protein: 100 cal

Misc: 50 cal
Trail Mix: 200

=630

Exercise:

482 cal


Total= 152 cal

Reduction, the name of the game? Or the loser?

I have gone a bit crazy. But, I have decided to reduce. To become less. For less is more. So my diet will be... interesting. 

                Today:

Small Bowl: Tofu with curry ~105

1: Lemonade Capri Su: 100

Water water water (need to drink more)
3/4 cup: Corn: 80 cal
Cashew: 158
=435

                                    Exercise:

90 min, ~700
60 min,~482
=1,182

                                        Overall:

-747