Showing posts with label anorexia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anorexia. Show all posts

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Well... Im not usually like this... but.... ohwell...

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
I am. Not. Stable. Right. Now.
And sorry I could not travel both
WHATSOEVER.
Be one traveler long I stood.
shit.
Pretty soon Ill probably end up freaking out. And doing something. stupid. and yes... I will. 
And looked down one as far as I could
F
M
L
To where it bent in the undergrowth
 
SHES SO PRETTY!! I love the background also.
Its just, PERFECT.
unlike. so. Im a fking mess. Shithole of despair.

LETS BRING ON THE QUOTES!!!!!!!
Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy. 
- Anne Frank 
 
The pursuit of truth and beauty is a sphere of activity in which we are 
permitted to remain children all our lives. 
- Albert Einstein 
 
The lover knows much more about absolute good and universal beauty 
than logician or theologian, unless the latter, too, be lovers in disguise 
- George Santayana (1863-1952)

I don't think of all the misery, but of all the beauty that remains. 
- Anne Frank 
 
People are like stained glass windows -- the true beauty can be seen only when 
there is light from within. The darker the night, the brighter the windows 
- Elizabeth Kubler-Ross 
 
A thing of beauty is a joy forever: Its loveliness increases; 
it will never pass into nothingness. 
- John Keats 
 
Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old. 
- Franz Kafka 


I offer you peace. I offer you love. I offer you friendship. 
I see your beauty. I hear your need. I feel your feelings 
My wisdom flows from the Highest Source. I salute that Source in you. 
Let us work together for unity and love. 
- Gandhi 
 
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. 
- Eleanor Roosevelt 



Friday, October 29, 2010

DOWN.

So... I could be depressed again.
though I feel happy, I'm so entirely grateful for my boyfriend. He's perfect.
&&
OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE. NESS.

I feel an extreme need to get 100% in all of my classes. Thats the only good grade, any lower and Im just stupid. 
Completely. STUPID.

Of course, maybe its the number, 100.  That was my goal weight. But now, now I want 90. Because if I aim for 100, Ill reach it, then Ill stop and then Ill gain weight. Which I cant.


 
Gravity Rides Everything- Modest Mouse