DOWN.

So... I could be depressed again.
though I feel happy, I'm so entirely grateful for my boyfriend. He's perfect.

&&

OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE. NESS.

I feel an extreme need to get 100% in all of my classes. Thats the only good grade, any lower and Im just stupid. 

Completely. STUPID.

Of course, maybe its the number, 100.  That was my goal weight. But now, now I want 90. Because if I aim for 100, Ill reach it, then Ill stop and then Ill gain weight. Which I cant.

 

Gravity Rides Everything- Modest Mouse

x-x

Crazy thing happened.

People like me. o.O
what the hell is wrong with people? I mean really... DONT THEY HAVE EYES?!?! Yeah Im fat...
But yes, my ex. had sex. with someone... and I didnt care, thats so... awesomely weird hahahaa, I just feel bad for the girl, because ew. Who would want that?? Yeah...
anyways...
...Theres this band: Spoon

they're pretty awesome stuff. Much like Modest Mouse, which is pretty awesome stuff ♥

Knowlege, true knowlege, where could it be? MUSIC!

Today I was sitting at school, listening to the librarian explain everything that Ive already heard before when I had a mind rush... I saw a book in the biography section::

 

GANDHI!!!! 

And I suddenly yearned to read the whole libraries book collection, every single one of them. Starting with the Gandhi book (and the Stephen King book I got last week).

But the sight of it... was so pulling...

I wanted that book, but I had to wait until after class to reach up and snatch that book out of its protective case and open the book up to my mind.

So far, its an excellent book, I would recommend it to... older students and adults. Very enlightening.

Enjoy the Silence by Depeche Mode

Bukowski by Modest Mouse (video by Lunasakuramoon... which, I gave it a thumbs up:) excellent song and the video was well done)

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