Ive Gone Crazy, Havent I?

This is me:
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This is how fat I feel:
[No offense to the girl...]

 

x-x

Crazy thing happened.

People like me. o.O
what the hell is wrong with people? I mean really... DONT THEY HAVE EYES?!?! Yeah Im fat...
But yes, my ex. had sex. with someone... and I didnt care, thats so... awesomely weird hahahaa, I just feel bad for the girl, because ew. Who would want that?? Yeah...
anyways...
...Theres this band: Spoon

they're pretty awesome stuff. Much like Modest Mouse, which is pretty awesome stuff ♥

Random Writings. Anything else anyone... Anyone wants [to a limit...] requestions please?

Thursday, March 26^th 2009: Day 1

A girl about five years old ran down the street, whimpering like a terrified beaten puppy. Her light blonde hair flowed out behind her, while a big, fat tear ran down her bright, red cheek from her frightened blue eyes. The little girl, Rose, was running away from what she thought was a monster, who had come out of her closet to eat her. What Rose did not know, was that there was actually a secret passage-way in her closet to the cellar. And the monster was actually a man, a very angry man.

But she didn’t figure that out for a while, and now was more important. Rose’s tears were blocking her vision, leaving her a blurry, distorted world. She wanted to stop so badly, so she could rest her weary legs, clear her eyes of tears, and take a good, long, deep breath. The only thing stopping her was fright; what if the monster was right behind her, or what if it catches up while she was resting? No, she could not rest, at least, not until she was somewhere safe. Was anywhere safe?

About to turn the corner, a shining light glared at Rose’s face, and instinctively she covered her eyes and froze. Almost in slow motion, the light came at her until something hit her. Sinking to the ground in pain, Rose curled up into a ball. It must be the monster, she thought. Except, somehow the monster was now stronger, like a  She felt herself fading into the night and suddenly her pain was gone and she relaxed into the dark.

 

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Candy Corn 105
Grapes 123
String Cheese 50
=278
Fitness= 329 


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Crazy by Gnarls Barkley

Reduction, the name of the game? Or the loser?

I have gone a bit crazy. But, I have decided to reduce. To become less. For less is more. So my diet will be... interesting. 

                Today:

Small Bowl: Tofu with curry ~105

1: Lemonade Capri Su: 100

Water water water (need to drink more)
3/4 cup: Corn: 80 cal
Cashew: 158
=435

                                    Exercise:

90 min, ~700
60 min,~482
=1,182

                                        Overall:

-747